Defeat

We lost A* NSC, trailing RI by 16 points.

I’m sorry for letting you guys down. Especially those people who sacrificed so much and supported me every step of the way no matter what. Especially my team mates. Thanks so much for everything you guys did, and I’m sorry I couldn’t have done better.

I tried my best. I’m sorry that my best wasn’t good enough.

16 points behind. Totally just crashed out. Even if we didn’t stand a chance, which I don’t believe was ever the case, defeat by such a big margin is so hard to accept.

Right now I don’t have the courage or strength to do IF Biotech India. I shouldn’t even be on the team. I shouldn’t even be secretary of biology research. I shouldn’t even be in 3.8

And even if IF Biotech India goes well as planned, that is not gonna change anything.

Its my fault. I lost my cool with people more than a few times. I argued, and didn’t listen. I didn’t try to make compromises. I was so damn arrogant, and so inattentive. I was unprofessional too. I let my feelings and emotion get in the way of sense and logic.

I’m sorry I’ve been such an awful friend to have.