Disaster Day

Describing today as disastrous would be more than a slight understatement. There was some stupid rehearsal for Founder's Day, which took 20 min from Language Arts A. Unfortunately, we had to write a written commentary today, which made things horribly inconvenient.

Then common test results came back.

IHS - 12/15

Biology - 36/40

Chemistry 35/40

I thought of just crying when I saw the marks. I thought I could at least top either biology or chemistry. Turns out I was very wrong, and I'm nowhere near the top for either. Heck, even Jon Tang and Dean Sethi beat me in both science papers.

I duno what went wrong. I tried my best, still this was all I achieved. I feel like a flop. If I tried my best and still lots of people score better than me, does that mean that I am stupider than the rest? 

I know I really tried my best, but I still look back with nothing but regret.

I don't even feel like doing life sciences symposium, since I did so badly in the biology test.

After school I went for the Language Arts quiz which was impossible to do, so I guessed all the answers. Almost all at least.

Tonight I need to finish Art & Design homework, and do A Math filing. Tomorrow have A Math test (wish me luck :) )I need to plan my time even more carefully, cuz I also got tons of other stuff to do. 

Oh yes, Alex Goh said this when Edward asked to borrow a stapler:

"Then you must promise to be my friend"

He said it in a very funny way. Listening to Alex Goh is uplifting.

Mr Kenneth Ong's Matrices mini test was, in his own words, "laughably easy". It included questions such as "A null matrix is one where all the elements are _____, e.g. (0      0     0)"

a) zero

b) Chinese steelyards

c) In equilibrium

d) non-existent

I'll scan it soon and post it here :)

I've handed in my resignation letter for MPac. Tomorrow I'm gonna settle the official paperwork. I decided that I'm gonna go to where I can make a difference to this world.

Make the future that you want to have.