Under the Weather

I feel moribund today. Here's why. I awoke today with a splitting headache, bad cold, cough, sore throat. Its all the fault of the enthu person who dragged me along for kayaking. I will never forgive you.

Life Sciences Symposium preparation was thus totally messed up. I hate it when I have appointments messed up. I felt left out too. Everyone is busy preparing for the symposium tomorrow, and here I am in bed unwell. I didn't have the presence of mind to inform Ms Ong Wei Ling, and she spent the whole afternoon looking for me. I feel guilty doing this to nice people.

When Ethan got home today he told me about his conversation with Jon Tang. Jon Tang asked if I was coming today, and Ethan told him that I was unwell, and explained everything. Then Jon Tang said something like "Oooh! Now I have a piece of gossip to spread"

Looks like that's how much I matter to other people.  T.T  Sick for one day and they start to spread malicious rumors about you. Thought I could trust Jon Tang. I guess I'm too naive. I only want to see the good side of people, and I want to believe that human nature is not evil. I guess that when you're like that people take advantage of you. I guess I'll need to change someday.